HOT CONTROVERSY, Part 1 A Sailor Moon Sekkushiaru Roman by Sailor Mac "Just a little more. . .just a little more homework, and then I'll go to bed. . ." Amy was fighting a losing battle. Her head was dropping onto the keyboard of her blueberry iMac. She jolted herself back into wakefulness. . .laziness was not an option. She had far too much to do. . . She fired up Netscape and went to the university Web site, looking for the information on computer technology she needed for her report. Sure, the report wasn't due for another two months yet. . .but why wait until the last minute? As she rooted around on the site, she remembered something that Adam had told her. . .the university had established a page for students to publish original fiction and a piece he'd written was on there, a short tale about a fantastic kingdom. Oh, how tempted she was to check it out. . . Forget it, Amy, she thought. You have to work. But even her relentless mind had its limits, and she felt herself slipping out of "work mode," and fast. Oh, well, she thought, it probably won't do me any harm to take five minutes to read it. She found the fiction page and called up the story. As she suspected, it seemed to be inspired by the memories at the back of his mind of the Mercury Kingdom. The planet was described as having "blue sky, blue sea, blue vegetation. . ." As she read on, she learned it was a love story about a knight and a princess. They went off on a great quest together, seeking some treasure that had the power to save her planet from a great evil. Along the way, they fell in love. "She started to slip down the mountain, scrambling madly for a handhold. Seeing this, he grasped her by the waist and started to push her back up. She felt her cheeks flush. Oh Gods, she thought, it's finally happening. I've thought about him touching me for so long. . .and now that he's actually doing it, I don't know how to react. "He smiled at her and said, 'That's okay, Princess. I rescue people slipping down embankments every day, right after I slaughter my daily quota of dragons.' She laughed, and felt the tension within her easing. He always knew how to make her smile, how to make light of the worst of situations. . ." Amy sighed. He's captured our relationship so well, she thought. He always makes me smile when I'm down. . .makes me feel relaxed when I'm tense. And he made me feel like a woman, made me fall in love, when I thought that nothing was worthwhile in life but achievement. And he told her over and over that she was good for him, too. "You're a grounding influence, a calming influence for me, Amy. If it wasn't for you, I'd probably be miserable and spend all my time brooding over my lack of a family, feeling rootless and always mad at the world. You give me roots, Amy. You're my family." There was a good reason he didn't know about his family. He had no idea that he'd spent so many horrible, lost years as General Siegmite, a brainwashed slave of the Negaverse, between the time when they'd been lovers in the Silver Millennium and the day when she rescued him from his dark bondage. No hint of such darkness could be found in this story, though. The knight and princess found their treasure and saved the planet, and it ended with a happy wedding scene. And at the very end, these words: "This is dedicated to my Amy. . .the greatest treasure I've ever known." And I feel the same way about you, my love, she thought. She clicked the back button and prepared to go back to the computer research center when one of the other titles caught her eye: "Erotic Tales of Sailor Mercury #1." No author was listed. *Erotic* tales of SAILOR MERCURY? Somebody's writing stories about *me*? she thought. I knew I was a public figure, but the idea of someone using me as a subject of a story. . .especially one labeled *erotic*. . .it's, well. . .strange. . . Her curiosity piqued, her hand clicked the mouse, opening the story. The subtitle was, "Sensual Escape With a Lady in Blue." She felt a blush stain her cheeks as she read. It was a romantic fantasy, written first-person, male perspective. The narrator was an innocent bystander when Sailor Mercury was fighting a monster, and he got doused with water from her attack. She apologized to him after the battle was over, the two began talking, and they discovered they were soul mates. They went for a walk together into the woods, to a romantic setting in a clearing, and there, they consummated their newfound love. At the end of the story, she slipped away into the night, leaving her lover alone. . .but certain he'd never forget her. Amy sighed. It was. . .flattering to have something like that written about her. And even though she could barely admit it to herself, it had gotten her pulse pounding, and sent wild thoughts running through her head - thoughts of *Adam* being the man she was kissing, fondling, making wild, passionate love to in the middle of those woods. She found herself taking a deep breath and fanning her face with some school papers. When she clicked the back button, she saw there was a list of more "erotic tales," numbers two through six. And these bore an author's name. . ."DarkeWing." She opened the second, expecting to see more of the same. At first, it seemed a regular adventure story, if a tad clumsily written. Sailor Mercury arrived on a battlefield populated by all manner of creepy creatures. She was a bit annoyed that the writer got her attack phrases wrong. . .such as "Shiny Water Mirage". . .but figured that since most of the stories of the Sailor Soldiers spread through the public by word-of-mouth, not in the media, there was bound to be some inaccuracies. Then, the story had her getting into a tough spot, a couple of squidlike beasts capturing her. . .she was expecting, at this point, to read about another male character, probably representing the author, riding to her rescue, and her giving herself to him in gratitude. But, instead, to her horror, she read about the creatures tearing her fuku off, and attacking her with those tentacles. . .in a way that could only be described as rape. And then, she read, her counterpart in the story began to. . .LIKE what was being done to her. Fury began to bubble in Amy's normally placid mind. How *dare* this person write something like this about her. . .think that she, or *any* woman would like being put in a situation like this? This could *not* be the same person who wrote the first one. . .could it? She nearly slammed the "back" button. Good riddance to bad rubbish, she thought. It was with a bit of trepidation that she opened story #3. . . which was about her being gang-raped by a hostile mob. . .and liking it. The fourth had her seducing several women and men in quick succession. . .and the fifth. . .oh, Gods, the fifth. . . She sprang away from the computer, as if running away from what was on the screen could make it go away. Leaning aganst the wall, she shook with rage, feeling nauseated and filthy all over. She felt violated, as if the writer had physically invaded her body. She felt like she would never be clean and pure again. Who do I tell about this? she thought. I can't tell my mother, that's for sure. And I can't tell Adam. . .I can't have him finding out that that filth exists. . . "Why?" she asked aloud. "Why, why, why. . ." * * * The university library was getting ready to close. Adam picked up all the stray books from the table and put them on the cart. The part-time job he had there certainly helped keep him in little odds and ends. . .presents for Amy, dinners out with Amy, arcade tokens and ice cream cones and amusement park admissions for him and Amy. . . Truth was, he felt like he was only existing between his times with his Girl Genius. To paraphrase a T-shirt he'd seen once. . .Love was life, the rest was just details. She filled in all the gaps in his life. When he was feeling lonely, she made him feel whole. When he was tempted to goof off, she brought him back to his work and made sure he did it. When he just needed to vent his spleen about something, she not only was a sympathetic ear, but she almost always g ave him good advice on how to solve his problem. Sometimes, I think I ask too much of her, he thought. She's by turns my mother, my teacher, my helpmate, my psychiatrist and my lover. But most of all. . .she's my other half. He chuckled, thinking, I feel sorry for those frat boy schlubs who go around wearing T-shirts saying, "So many women, so little time" and saying, "Life's too short to commit to one girl." They don't know what they're missing. He approached the bank of Net-connected computers which were *supposed* to be used for research. . .but which everyone knew damn right well were used for surfing by students who didn't want their roommates to know about their taste in Web sites. Thus, when Adam shut them down at the end of the evening, most of them were displaying pictures that would make a porn queen blush. Funny, he thought, most of them seen to have the *college's* site up tonight. . .more specifically, the fiction page. . . "Hey," he chuckled to himself, "maybe I've gotten a rabid following already." As he moved to shut the machine down, he caught sight of the titles on the screen, and his blood turned to ice. "Oh. . .my. . .Gods. . ." He clicked on a link. . .which happened to be story #2. . .and started to read, fury rising like lava inside him. * * * Amy was sitting on her bed, sobbing. The emotions she'd been trying to hold back had finally exploded. She heard the telephone on her nighttable ringing, but didn't want to pick it up. She couldn't face anyone right now, not even her friends. Who else has seen this filth? she thought. How many other people. . . And then, the answering machine picked up. "Amy, it's Adam. . ." She leapt for the phone, craving the comfort of hearing his voice. "Adam? Oh, Gods. . ." He was alarmed by the choked sobs, the frantic note in her voice. "How are you doing, baby?" he said gently. "Not well at all. . .something terrible has happened. . .on the Web site, your college's story site, someone published awful stories about me." "I know. I saw those stories, too. When I get hold of the creep who did this. . ." "Why would somebody I don't even know write something like that about me?" "They didn't write it about *you*, Amy. Not Amy Anderson, not the whole person. . ." "But Sailor Mercury is me, too!" Sometimes I think she's more "the real me" than Amy Anderson, she thought. "And all they've seen of Sailor Mercury is a few clips on the news and a few blurred photos in the newspaper. They know a legend, baby, not a person. If they knew you. . .they wouldn't *dare* write such things about you." "The things they wrote, Adam. . .the last one I saw. . .I can't believe anyone would *like* that!" She started to cry again. He felt his heart breaking just listening to her. "Amy. . .are you home alone?" "Yes. . .my mother's doing late rounds tonight. . .she won't be home until midnight." "I'm on my way over. I love you, Girl Genius." "I love you, too." She hung up and headed for the bathroom, splashing cold water on her face. Knowing that he was on his way over took the raw, stinging edge off her emotions. . .but it still didn't change the fact that those stories were out there. What kind of a person would do that? she thought. What kind of mind thinks that kind of things about women, especially a woman he's never met? And she began to go into the analyctical, logical mode that was her strong point. . .and her safe haven. She began mentally running through every kind of psychological text she had ever read, looking for an answer. * * * When he rang her doorbell, he was expecting to find her a wreck. Instead, she seemed totally composed. "Hello, Adam," she said. "Come in." He walked into the house, thinking that her tone of voice conveyed an almost total lack of warmth. This is not like her, he thought. "Amy. . .about those stories. . ." "Yes. Well, obviously, they're the product of a sick mind. Perhaps someone with schizoid tendencies, someone who has a hard time getting along with others. . .someone who's been rejected by women a lot. . .he might see writingabout me as a way to get revenge on every woman in the world." She's rattling that stuff off like a walking encyclopedia, he thought. She's gone into Vulcan mode. She's retreated behind a wall of ice so she doesn't have to *feel.* "Amy," he said, "it's okay. . .you can talk about it, tell me anything you want." "No, no, that's all right. I'm just trying to figure out this person, that's all. Perhaps he had some kind of childhood trauma, and he needs to relive that trauma over and over by writing about traumatic things happening to others. . ." She searched through the medical texts on her mother's bookshelf, saying, "I think I can find the specific passage in one of these books. . .transferrence, I think the phenomenon is called. . ." She pulled out a volume and opened it. He slammed his hand on top of the book. "Amy, please talk to me. . ." She pushed the hand aside. "Oh, yes, here it is. Transferrrence. The patient cannot deal with the traumatic experience himself, so he has to act it out vicariously over and over. . ." "I know it was terrible, seeing those things. It was terrible for me, too." She seemed to not have heard him. "Of course, one cannot eliminate the possibility of borderline personality disorder, the classic stalker mentality. . .let me find it. . ." She put the book back and started pawing through the bookshelf again. . .but Adam saw a slight trembling of her hands that betrayed the feelings she was damming up. He covered her hand with his, keeping her from pulling the book from the shelf. "Amy," he said, "it's okay for you to be upset, honey. Let the emotions out, you need to. You're with me, you can scream and yell and pound the walls and I won't say boo. In fact, I might join you." She tried to pull her hand away, but he gripped her tighter. "Give yourself permission to let it out, Amy. You've been hurt, and you need to feel that pain, work through it. I can't stand to see you in pain, Amy. I love you. . .your pain is my pain, too." He loosened his grip on her hand, and she grabbed for the book again, then paused. . .the hand started to shake slightly. . .and then, it gripped his own hand as she spun around and buried her face in his shoulder, finally allowing the tears to come again. He held her close, stroking her hair, murmuring soothingly to her as she sobbed. After a long moment, he kissed the top of her head. "Come on. . .I think you need a nice, decadent bubble bath." He took her hand and steered her toward the bathroom. "I can't believe it. . .those things popped up all of a sudden. They weren't there yesterday, when I went to the site to make sure the story was up." "Do you have any idea who could have done it?" she said as he started the taps flowing and rooted around for a bottle of Mr. Bubble. "I checked. . .there's no e-mail address anywhere on the story. I tried calling Charlie Gibbs, who's the Webmaster for that site. . .he wasn't in. I did talk to his roomie, though, and he said he'd put out a few feelers and see what he could find out. He thinks that one of the frat houses has had nude caricatures of the Sailor Soldiers on its walls." "Frat houses with nude pictures on the walls are common enough. . .this was really *un*usual stuff. One degrading fantasy after another. . ." Amy and Adam had been lovers for several months. She loved what happened between them. . .but she still felt shy about undressing in front of him, and she blushed deeply as he helped her off with her school uniform. He caught sight of that blush, and it warmed his heart. If whoever wrote that filth could see her like that. . . Quickly dropping her bra and panties to the floor, she stepped into the tub. One she sank deeply into the pile of bubbles, so deeply that they almost obscured her head, she began to relax, especially when she felt him start to wash her arms and shoulders. "It's funny," she sighed. "What is, sweetie?" "That I can figure out complex math problems. . .grasp scientific concepts as easily as snapping my fingers. . .and even with a ton of books filled with medical labels at my fingertips, I can never quite figure out the workings of the human mind." "Nobody can figure that out. That doesn't take a Girl Genius. . .that takes a miracle worker." He leaned over and lightly kissed her. She just sat still, not responding . .some of her psychological defenses still up. She sat up in the water, legs hugging her knees protectively. He decided that she needed a bit more relaxation. He began to rub small circles back and forth across her shoulders. At first, she stayed stiff. . .then he felt her muscles start to soften up a little. Encouraged, he began to knead harder, faster, a full-blown massage, rubbing away her tension. and stress, and conveying without words that he cared about her, that he was always there for her. Now her arms were relaxing, she was leaning back, her legs straightening out, her head tipping back. He brought his lips to hers for another kiss. . .and this time, she drew him closer, her mouth caressing his, her arms snaking around him. . . He sank into her embrace, not caring if she drowned him in the damn tub as long as he was in her arms. He kissed down to her jawline, nibbling softly at the skin, bringing his mouth to her ear to kiss it and tease the little hole with his tongue. He was delighted when she leaned her head back and uttered a purr. . .it seemed she was finally starting to let go of her troubles and enjoy herself. He broke away from her and said, with a sly smile, "You're getting me all wet, baby. My clothes are soaked." She laughed. "So what are you going to do?" "I guess I have no choice but to. . .take them off. And while I'm naked, I might as well get a bath." She blushed deeply. . .and the blush was sexier than the naughtiest come-hither look to him. He quickly dropped his clothes to the floor and climbed into the tub with her. Their arms came around each other immediately, and their mouths clashed, their tongues seeking and finding each other. He started his massaging motion again on her shoulders, kneading small circles on her soft, soft skin. By degrees, he began to slip downward, massaging his way down her chest, as she tensed in anticipation, knowing very well what was coming. He reached the outside curve of her breast, and started to massage just around the edges, with smaller, quicker circles than he did before. Gradually, he worked his way inward, until he brushed the pink around her nipples. Her whole body arched and she gasped, her eyes flying open in delighted shock at the wonderful, fast shiver that rippled through her. Encouraged, he began to rub his thumbs back and forth on the hardening buds, and her moan touched of an answering ache of desire deep within him. He lowered his head to one breast and drew the nipple into his mouth, sucking gently, growing firmer and firmer by degrees. Amy was panting, feeling like the heat rising in her body would cause the water around her to boil. She put a hand on his head and started to push it downward. . .then quickly pulled the hand away. . . "It's okay, baby," he said. "It's okay to let me know what you want." And he licked his way down her neck with long, sweeping strokes as she shuddered. When his lips closed over her nipple, Amy moaned loudly, her shyness melting away in the heat of passion. Her fingers tangled in his hair now, holding his head in place as he sucked gently, took it out to lash it with his tongue, then drew it back in again. . . "Ohh, yes," she sighed. "Ooohh, honey. . .Adam, that feels sooo good. . ." He moved his head over to the second breast, running his palm over its curve before exploring it with kisses, pressing his lips to the soft, sweet flesh again and again. His tongue licked ever-so-lightly at the hardened bud, then lapped at the pink around her nipple before taking it in and sucking. She gasped, moaning his name over and over. When his hand slipped below the water and found the soft folds of her femininity, she stiffened, a small shockwave of pleasure shooting through her body. "Oh, darling. . .yes, yes. . ." He raised his head from her breast. "I think we're going to need a bit more room than we can get in this tub for the next stage, darling. . ." He got out of the water, got a huge bath towel and laid it over the bathmat. He gently picked his lover up out of the tub, tenderly kissing her lips, and set her down atop the towel. Taking a smaller one, he dried her off slowly, and the friction of the towel against her skin felt so maddeningly good. . .especially when he rubbed it over her breasts. . .and lower. She felt weak in the knees, her head spinning, hot desire rising up in her like a geyser of steaming water just about to burst forth. "Now," he said, "where were we?" He kissed her lips, softly, then with more fire. . .he worked his way down, kissing and licking her nipples, then moving over her stomach. The first touch of his tongue on her inner petals made her utter a loud cry. She spread her legs wider, giving him greater access. He licked up and down her folds, teasing her opening, swirling around and around her jewel maddeningly but never quite touching it. "Ohhh. . .gods. . .keep going, don't stop, please don't stop. . ." He plunged his tongue into her, and she shrieked, her hips lifting off the floor again and again. He started a rapid in-and-out thrust, then flicked it upward to tease her pearl. Her moans became deep and long, a plea for release, please, please give me sweet release. . . Finally, he took his tongue out of her and began working on her jewel, licking rapidly, gently yet firmly, one purpose in mind, the rise and fall of the young woman's hips under him echoing the ebbing and flowing of the waves. . . She cried out as the sweet, hot explosion came, as hot ecstasy throbbed through every inch of her body. She fell back to the floor, panting, and he kissed her face, tenderly. Her arms came around him again. . . Slowly, shyly, one of her hands started to move downward. He put his hand over hers, encouraging her. . .When she gripped him, however, there was nothing shy in her firm, caressing grasp. She began to move her hand up and down, up and down. . . "Ohh, yeah," he said. "That's *real" nice, honey. . ." She increased the tempo of her stroking, letting go just long enough for them to tumble over so she was on top. He moaned loudly, his head rolling from side to side, his hips moving along with her strokes. Reaching over to his discarded pants, she found a condom in the pocket and opened it as fast as she could, putting it on him and then straddling his hips. She began to rub her womanhood against him, and both of them groaned. "You're making me crazy, honey," he said. "I love you." "I love you, too." He brought his hands up to her breasts and caressed the nipples as she moved up, and down, and then they were one. She could feel her muscles tighten around him as soon as he penetrated, as if to hold him there forever. She started to move, very slowly at first, then picking up speed almost instantly. "Yes!" she cried. "OOhhhh. . .soo good, yes, yes. . ." "Baby. . .keep doing that. . .oh, Amy. . ." His hands kept pleasuring her breasts, rubbing both palms over the nipples, then brushing them lightly with his fingers, then squeezing them ever-so-gently. . .which only served to stoke the flames within her, which blazed higher and higher. It was if the very Earth was moving beneath her. . . Soon. . .very soon. . .it was going to happen again. . .she could feel the heat building and building and. . . She shrieked as she was consumed by waves of delight, as one shudder after another wracked her. Within seconds, his cry answered hers as he found the same ecstasy. She collapsed atop him, panting, and they held onto each other, tightly, wanting to hold onto that wonderful moment as long as they could. Her head sank to his chest, as she felt his strong arms around her, heard the beat of his heart slow down to normal under his ear. She felt contented and safe. . .and soon, she began to slip away toward sleep. He wished he could stay there all night with her, holding her close to his heart. But he knew he couldn't. Her mother would be home any moment. Moving back into her bedroom, he shut down the computer and turned down her bed. He got a nightgown out of the bureau drawer, took it back to the bathroom and woke her up just long enough to put it on. Then, he picked her up, carried her to her room, and tenderly lay her down. He covered her up, kissed her and whispered, "Sweet dreams, Girl Genius. I love you." He set her alarm clock, turned out the light, then returned to the bathroom to drain the tub, hang up the towels and dress quickly before leaving. * * * He was humming to himself as he entered his apartment. Seeing a message light on his phone, he pushed the button. . . "Adam, it's Mike, Charlie's roomie? Um, look, I found out who wrote those stories you were asking about. . .believe it or not. . .it's Charlie. I had to go into his computer to get something I needed for a report, and I found the originals. Yeah, I was shocked, too. So, I guess I'll talk to you later. . .'bye!" Adam hung up the phone, slowly. Charlie was the author? Quiet, bookish Charlie, who usually wrote poetry and literary fiction? Charlie, who dated a girl almost as sweet and smart as Amy? Adam was baffled. How could someone like *Charlie* write a story about Sailor Mercury as the slave of a dominatrix pretending to be her mother and taking pleasure from enemas? A mixture of compassion and anger boiled around inside him. Anger, because this guy had disgraced Amy in public. . .compassion, because that placid exterior obviously hid inner turmoil. He didn't know whether he wanted to hit the guy or have a man-to-man talk with him. It's got to be some kind of cry for help, he thought. . .but what a way to do it! Whatever his pain is, he's only transferring it to Amy. . .or putting her through even *worse* pain than him! He thought of all those regulars in the library, all those porn consumers, reading the stories about *his* girlfriend, and the rage began to boil within him again. Oh, Gods, he thought, what do I do now? Do I confront him? And if I do, how do I explain why I'm so mad? I can't very well announce, "I'm Sailor Mercury's boyfriend." And do I *really* want to hurt him. . .or just make him see the error of his ways? He paced his apartment, the thoughts whirling around in his head. Maybe, if someone put the fear of God into him. . .let him know those stories out there are *not* appreciated. . .and did it in public, so there would be witnesses. . .maybe, just maybe he'll get some help for whatever it is that's bothering him. And he knew there was just one person that "someone" could be. * * * "Is that the guy?" Amy whispered. She and Adam peeked around the corner of the building at the young man who was entering the campus pub. . .which was packed to the gills. "That's him. Mike said he usually heads for the snack bar around this time of evening. . .now, remember, if you get in any kind of trouble. . ." Amy laughed. "Adam, I'm in my fully transformed Sailor Soldier form. I'll be fine." She opened the door and walked into the building. Instantly, heads turned toward her, and people started whispering. Amy blushed a bit. . .she could never truly get used to being a celebrity. Approaching Charlie, she said, loudly, "Hello, Charlie. . .or should I say, DarkeWing?" He turned slowly and looked at her, his mouth hanging open. "Y-y-you. . ." "I saw the stuff you wrote about me and posted on the campus Web site," she continued. "I don't appreciate seeing those kind of lies put out before the public." Out of the corner of her eye, she could see the other students staring daggers at Charlie. Good, she thought, it's working. . . Charlie just stared at her, his mouth opening and closing as if he wanted to speak, but he couldn't find the words. . . "Not only did you portray me as *enjoying* being raped - by both humans and monsters - you also put me in a sadomasochistic scenario involving enemas!" She could hear the murmurs of disapproval beginning behind her. . . "That is, to say the least, no way to treat a lady." "You better believe it!" one of the boys in the pub yelled. "You wrote that kind of filth about one of the Sailor Soldiers, Charlie? Don't you know how many times they saved the collective butt of Tokyo?" "Look," Charlie said, "it was all in fun. . ." "Degrading women isn't my idea of *fun*!" yelled one of the girls. "I'd appreciate having those stories taken down," Amy said. "Good evening." And she turned and left the pub. . .but hid around the corner where she could peek inside and see a crowd surrounding Charlie, all angrily berating him. . .and then, someone else approaching from the side, yelling, "Hey, wait a second! I read those stories and I've seen far worse in my life!" "I read 'em too," one of the boys said, "and if there's something worse than that, I'd hate to see what it was!" "Hey, it ain't as if they're the only porn stories on that site! What about the one somebody wrote last year about Doug Mellon's girlfriend. . ." "That was different! It wasn't *nearly as bad as this!" "Why the hell are they putting that kind of stuff on the campus Web site to begin with?" "Why not? It's a free country." "Yeah, but there's a time and place for everything. . .and a college Web site isn't the place!" "Who says?" Amy moved slowly away from the scene, still watching it. Meanwhile, Adam was outside, thinking about the situation. It's extreme, what Amy's doing, he thought. But it *may* help Charlie. And if it doesn't. . .if he's still okay with what he's doing. . .then I don't care anymore. He's just a sick person who's not worth worrying about. When he saw Amy leaving the pub, he approached her. "What happened?" "Well, I think by morning the entire campus will know what he did. And he looked pretty shaken, all right." He hugged her. "Then I guess it's all over now, and we can put it all behind us." She looked back at the pub, which seemed to have erupted in arguments all over the pace, and thought, is it *really* all over? * * * "What's wrong, Amy? You don't seem your usual energetic self," Lita said. The girls had stopped at Crown Cafe after school. Amy stared into her soda, stirring it with the straw. She couldn't get the idea of that porno on the college web site out of her head. Or the heated argument that had broken out on the subject in the pub. Or the other thing that Adam told her. . .how the college boys would use the library's web connection to access porn they didn't want their roommates or girlfriends finding out about. . . "Something's going on at Adam's college," she said. "Something. . .not very nice." "What is it?" Serena said. "Darien hasn't said anything about it." "It's possible Darien isn't aware of it. . .or if he was, he wouldn't tell you." And Amy told them the whole story. She watched their faces go from shock to fury as she told them about the "Erotic Tales," and they applauded her as she related her public humiliation of the author. "So now, it's all over?" said Mina. "No, unfortunately," said Amy. "There's other, similar stuff on that site. . .and there's still the matter of the college library being used as the local porn shop. . ." "Porn shop?" said Raye. "People coming into the library at all hours to download porn they don't want their significant others or roommates finding out about." Serena shook her head. "If a guy has a girlfriend. . .I don't see why he'd want to look at that stuff to begin with." "You said something about other stories," said Lita. "What were they about?" "Most of them seem to be about generic girls. . .but I suspect they're thinly veiled versions of students at the college. Somebody in that pub last night said something about a story having been posted about someone's girlfriend." "If I found out someone had written a story like that about Ken, I'd cripple them," Lita said. "Do people *write* things like that about boys?" said Mina. "Of *course* they do!" Raye said. "You don't think that *all* this stuff is created by men, do you? There's no rule that says. . ." Just then, they heard a loud male voice at the next booth saying, "So the computers are being used to download porn. Big deal! So what?" The girls turned to look, and saw a group of college-age people, one of the boys wearing a jacket from Darien and Adam's college. "It *is* a big deal," said the girl next to him. "It's obscenity!" "They used to say that James Joyce's 'Ulysses' was obscene. Should we ban that from the school library?" "I agree!" said another girl across the table. "Who's to say what's pornographic and what's artistic erotica?" "Something that degrades women," the first girl snapped, "is *definitely* obscene!" Oh, Gods, Amy thought. I don't remember seeing any of them in that pub last night. Is the news of what I did spreading through the campus like wildfire? * * * Darien entered the campus pub, where he saw Adam already enjoying his coffee. . .and listening to the argument going on in the next booth. It seems there were *always* arguments going on around the campus nowadays. "You'd be throwing the baby out with the bathwater," one girl was saying. "Would you get rid of 'The Unbearable Lightness of Being' just to get 'Black Bun Busters' out of the video store?" "It's one thing to have that stuff in a video store and another thing to have it on a college campus!" another girl retorted. "A place of education is no place for pornography!" Darien slid into the booth across from Adam. "Hey, buddy. Same old thing?" "It's all you hear anywhere you go. One argument about pornography after another. Ever since Amy found that story. . ." He shook his head. "So what's your opinion of it?" "My opinion is I wish everyone would shut up, already!" Both boys laughed. "But seriously. . .I haven't seen enough of the stuff to truly formulate an opinion one way or the other. What I've seen has been pretty disgusting, though." "Well, I've seen some. . .tasteful stuff, too. . ." Darien blushed. More than once, he and Serena had watched "Red Shoe Diaries" together on cable, and ended up in a passionate heap on the couch or the floor. (One such passionate heap had come to an unpleasantly abrupt end when "Red Shoe" was followed on the channel by "Ace Ventura, Pet Detective.") "Maybe I should investigate a bit more before I really come up with a. . ." Adam was interrupted by a girl abruptly bursting into the pub - Lori Westland, president of the campus' Women United chapter. She was shouting, "Yes! We did it!" "Did what?" Adam said. "I just got back from the student government meeting. . .the dean has agreed to take a campus-wide vote on whether pornography should be banned from the campus! The election is next month. . ." Darien and Adam exchanged glances. The hot controversy was only going to get hotter. AUTHOR'S NOTES: This is the first installment in a series I am doing about the pornography controversy and how it effects each of the Sailor Soldiers who gets caught up in it. I owe a huge debt of gratitude to Steve Savage, who came up with the idea of turning what was originally a one-shot story into a series and acted as my editor, giving helpful suggestions and support throughout. Every writer should have someone like him to work with! Thanks also to Sailor Skuld and to all my friends in the Lemon Tree! You can reach me at my new e-mail address: sailormac@wjjz.com. Standard Sailor Moon disclaimers apply. These characters ain't mine, I'm just borrowing them for a little while.